Friday, August 10, 2012

Lost Dogs (for Gashound)

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I.

boon of claws
for the guard
guardian of the basement
thoroughly cleaned, on hands and knees
swept, covered in white

“bring the horses in!”
across the bridge
then burn it”

(walking the miles back into the hills)
Stare now in amaze
Count slowly: one, two, three!
Raucously vital, incessant banter
Breast sweat (nipple)
"In Rome they could have teeth like that."
Also known as
Explorers without maps (nor goals) stalk the wilderness

Ancient well into sacred void
Granite ribs & groins
The interior covered with black and white checkerboard
Headed back toward his house, hours & hours
Continued speculating on his youth; negotiating an arc & arch.
We are particularly grateful.
Under the thunder
I don't want to lose you
Even for a  moment even in the night
Heavy muscle momentum 'neath the rose chandelier

It all began with the Greeks
Hope/Help is very far
Forget about it
They always considered themselves white
& the
Center of shadow and darkness is the place for the white woman
Not yellow

Mouth open, he was lying
(snake in the grass)
Hung by his arms
Above the fire
A clock chimes (then ticks) downstairs
Then outside, hours from dawn
Came stalking,
distract, divide, puzzle,
Turn them over, answerless
Repetitious superstitions
Threshold of paradox,
Climax within the spectrum or field

How had she come?
Through unturned earth
Magicked space, inadvertent motion
Pollen in the puddles
"Can I have my keys?"
"I didn't know how she could tell or what."

Dense earth
ForeShortening the distance with a cloud
Her eyes begin to smart and blur
Precision of the precession of the equinoxes
"Less than indulgent
But they take care of things"
"You know why the come here, right?
For the work."
then, following a track to descend
& visible landmarks
Only known before by hearsay
look at and see things without being entrapped by them

On his back &
He on the back
Of the horse &
Them running, the horse's legs
Until a light, a fire, something bright
& them out, ghost gone (skeletal specter)
She was worried, for him
& so she watched the other longer, him as a vessel for her concern
Using it to point to bigger circumstances
He said he would try to be more aware, apologized

He wanted
Her to keep laughing
She ended
Up
Crying naked in the rain
"wait until the other side
& then remain
Longer."
A whip and a flashlight are lightning

"In virtue of its pure change, the primordial flux of experience completely eludes orthodox logical interpretation."
"One sees the things in his work as one wills, but one has seen the work itself only when one has seen the things within it in as many ways as possible."

"Silence might be described as a paradox - amplification of subtle events..."

II.

Lost dogs
in a zealously dirty book called "Witchcraft"
peripheral phenomena, invisible, infinite,
The depth of a shadow
Breath on the window-pane,
polished metal
A room wound with silk
Yellow
He spoke without turning;

He was unskilled at all
Save manipulation and lying
Finding his own advantage at the expense of others
Even those one might care for, consider sacrosanct
So there was nothing to inherit
(predilection for standing up for himself, contrary

Eyes cut straight through by the bottom of the frame
Quiet of the bottom, didn't get there first, looked through without finding
Within a grove, in the agitation of a storm, can be accurately delineated from its picture in the water.
To ensure the swimmer's silent exit, back into the dark from which he first emerged

more recent
Straight leg, long arm
Frolicking from one vessel to another
Brick got caught
 Amid the violence, sounds of wild animals fighting
Too far away for anyone to witness
The Moon falling in dreams, our bed always awaits
Until what is reached, unknown now,
Hardcore present kingdom
(too much obsolete technology)

Converging in the silence
Converging over water (the still Ocean)
Two trajectories, two courses, two ways
Two paths
The proper ions, paper thin, atop
Expectations (she doesn't know why)
Doesn't look like you
His dreams are of a castle,
in the clouds
or at the peak
Of the high mountain

Then stillness again, with the great shadow flying closer
Over and done with finally...onward to Avalon (and beyond)
The seashell landmark, amid the roar.
Their voices able to be heard far off.
"What song is that she sings?"

Beyond or without?
"I didn't want to show him.
He wouldn't look upward enough anyway."
The ladder is placed in the North, then they can move upward.
She had been excited for it until its institutionalization
No benefit, only a rut of predictable disappointments
High drama, melancholic sublime
Some of them will have that
We will be able to
of the dead in slowly under the bridge drum
the breathing of an injured dog
Lake effect storm, horizontal lightning

We will return to Lone Peak
A vision that I am struck by lightning
A vision that I am struck by lightning
A vision that I am hit by lightning
Red blazing in the western sky
stepped closer to the door
Of course
She recognized the name, had played in a band together, with her, drinking milk
Smiling regardless
Running with his mouth open

The dogs hear her vomit and run toward the sound
The killer is ever greeted with a smile
Cutting across all lanes of traffic
The scarlet letter proudly displayed in the window, he desires to remain in a constant state of confusion
Sorrow
No one cares if or when
You were born
(a very sensitive sleeper$)
A man with a fatal gunshot wound, trying to wave to the crowd

Grinding your way through these long useless works

Read the green book
Protected to the death by beautiful young woman
"hungrier'n  Hell"
A canyon in the very back, furthest background
Away in the same situation.

Crashed in the trees, the window must be prepared, so the window repairers arrive, and leave, just before they do.
Carrying a great amount of water with them, all through the day.
Finally seen & known as warm by them...
I've found you, I'll go on with you.

Blackened with it, kissing the tips of her fingers
Light of the Sun
Broken in the turning spokes and oblique horse shadow
Shadows of the wheel, over the stones turning and turning
Germinal silence, long before the history of human's dreams
Sunlight glaring on blood (star falls)
Paper blown in the wind, then blown again
Far enough and all the roads end

Fair hope (providence or mercy?)
Her hair cascading over her thighs
You can ask anybody

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

36th

heretofore
Went through butterfly swarms
Cantilevered in the midst
Many horses in the procession
Heart so loud, heart beyond
Necessity vs. Morality/Ethics
Myth vs. Fiction
Through the gates of the castle
Before the Earth was covered
With the bodies & the gods
Before us


Messages, beautiful ladies
Dark corners cast aside
In many kinds of concrete and plaster, resin (amber, obsidian, cubic-zirconia)
The eye of an echo, lost polarity
A vengeance willed this first drama
"there are many exits; or, there are no exits."
"Yesterday will be better."
A nail(needle) points to the base of a tower


The animals of the spirit
Included in the curiosity and intrigue
Special existential
internal apocalyptic visions
"...haunting, sad, yet lovely..."
Hitting two rocks together as hard as possible
Stones
One which seems to take place nowhere
The rocks don't need her memory
Don't need his or him


Rugged spreading form
the range and field, held
Traveled, even upside down
From this end to that end, upon
Therefrom
"...they were in fact deeply romantic spaces in which utopian ideals of community could take naive refuge in a savage, war-torn, leaderless world."


Each of these secret dens was also the entrance to the abyss
Moist galaxy
Expanding into a deafening pale abstraction
(orders clash with one another)
Blind paths, secret passages, lost cities, heavy trapdoors invade our perception
(our shared senses)
Scarlet
Ambulance
we scan the mirror for the Gods and find only ourselves
Symmetrical elements in an asymmetrical situation
The wrong day
An animal has just been born.


Not successfully meaningful
Nor meaningfully successful
"...but somehow the monster, Reality, has missed the point and advances still."


"This is not supposed to be here."
The American Moon (in progress)
caves
Toward events,
"Pleasant surprise that the possibilities of realization could not be foreseen."
Having breathed all of their water & gas, at every level, period.


Patternless preamble
Animal skin, fur-covered (out of a horror of being...)
restless and dramatic play
Of contradictory forms
(She hid her face behind the umbrella, secretly surrealist)
The eye is such a simple planet
One must have vigilance
Hollow volumes, dark matter
There are no messages in these vestiges
Unusually bell-shaped
"that it exists or what it is?"
(another her with face concealed
From musk? weeds? urine? sweat? skunk?)


"I sleep with 13 dead cats."
"I could never talk with you about reality."
an ever-deepening background,
is held together by the square


Personal archeology
Intuitive geometry
Nature has no morality, only necessity.


The hidden animal journeys through yellow Summer
When the day is hush and bows to black night
"I sing you, wild dream!
In the night-storm
Through the mountain range
In the ravaging filth of the grey towers, cannibals with hellish grimaces
Hunting for gods
The fire blazes and roars golden
She rings the bell in the valley

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

35th - T

Towards solitude Across nothing Emerges out of the oblivion of the distance We very quickly lose track of just where that truth exists With nothing to rely on except her instincts Brave mysteries contest Suddenly this Winter (She is) one of our most extraordinary Interlude (supple, sublime) a seed beneath the snow Many thank (you)s Reddish dark The center of the universe Descends below Inevitably ends / inevitable ending Bold & ambitious Claws Hammer Roses Shovel Scent Nose, nose, nose Maskless Always something... Staring Paradise Portrait of her among the flowers Ballad Imaginative possibility Present-tense Inescapable dilemmas Teeth A very long rope Sarcophagi Sincere praise (The story doesn't matter.) space around time between Sudden isolation "What might get us somewhere?" by the river (on the other side of the river) Close to the spirit Animals sadly attend All previous discussion (a printed reproduction of an ancient mask) Drifts into abstraction... Fossil "Is it here?" Dissection Appreciate what's difficult Amorous birds of prey Combinations of solutions Perhaps even deeper At the very bottom Where secrets are guarded Central cores Cacophonous Magnified disintegration Demonstration of strength always something to devour Flare of unbridled fury (into) something perpetual Crafting of fierce scenes Irredeemable If you don't... Try to remain The end (is unrecognizable) Wooden weapons In the year(s) of the comet In that year it was ignited In that year it was buried Underscored Instability "Great things are born of great struggles!" Tower as a vortex Its execution presented another level of challenge Vividly Vivify Great flesh explosion Chandelier One night of queen Confessional Please care (distanced/bloodless "He's a liar!") Making secrets out of what nobody wants anyway Periscope, Telescope, Microscope He was not forgotten. a box containing (placed directly atop the tailbone) Wild oaths Sustained and extensive attention Absorbed from the atmosphere Secret creature Beneath the table Beneath the chair Under the stairs Masculine flowers Lightning Thereafter Please answer my letter Mineral fruit A bearded god Until finally Terribly straightforward Entrance of the canal (the channel) "Everything I say is abstract." "I'm warning you This is my last existence." March through the illusion "...like flaring candles that a mysterious wind blows out..." brick, barbed-wire, & young horses the cults worship whatever they want ritual shapes, from the forge space without fear of punishment invisible repetition “We express our existential self…” the operations are without mistake, denial to be observed primetime dancing there no brief trauma deadwood, a very small temple carved there (avarice) apple shovel arrowhead in the grass all dead ends, a depression remains after the deposition a very brief death a path appears, they followed both hands atop their heads using fingers to open eyes very wide Salt Dust Snow SALT DUST SNOW