Friday, December 24, 2010

11

Extraordinary creatures of the abyss
The united states of America out of business, a free man wins the victorY
“What should I do if it were to ever collapse?!”
“Some would say it already has…”
“To be able to see ourselves, not merely as others see us, but as we are, that service a variety of absorbing employment does us.”

“blood rapport,” she says
pyramid anatomy,
(near the edge
it becomes more bold, searching for…)
And so he chewed his leg off to escape the trap and lived with three legs for ever after.
Is it in danger or does it increase the danger permanently, what is it actually about, can you take it much further, for 10 hours 10 years,
I would rather there be no control, no control, than a few rich in control. reptilian conspiracy 23% in the hands of 1%
is justice important? what do you have to say about where we are going in the future
is no snow what they meant by the end of the world in 2012 have they had it with Winter, never Winter ever again? billions of years is enough and now never again. Phenomena is never-aging, it is eternal youth, endless and fresh
any possibility of the 25th century or not
What is his point? Can a point be 10 hours long, or does it become a line at that point?
the structure inside the structure might collapse, upon all the flags and ‘they love their money’ Don’t buy gasoline.
There are others out there
there are others out there who care
keep your head above water, poignantly. or drowning, drowning ballad, empty castles at the bottom of the ocean. He was there alone with the volume all the up

filibuster the world.
filibuster everything forever. (tell them about your family, your fear, your feelings) long into the night (everyone left before the end anyway, one at a time and then more, speak to the empty room)
don’t stop filibustering, thank you

taking the doctor’s suggestion that I cut myhair proved useless. / more and more rules
are escaping our notice they were
secretly put in the museum
“say we have one problem and one-hundred solutions instead of choosing just one of them, we use them all” this is better advice, to heart
to a new country where the rocks have not been burned

since others make art, he cannot, time is too valuable and so he will make something else, something other
no need to direct one’s attention, phenomena comes to it. don’t give me an idea I have one thank you. she will give you some surprising information
Full of holes, so you can leave any time, right now, go Full of holes

To be below the bottom of the world’s deepest water.
Last night there was a party I could not go, I spent the time looking for you in the long nights, running as fast as I can, “Oh, run!” I am naked and drunk, when will they wander back to me, and don’t ask later who lost her first. Meeting in the Christmas lights, oh holy day!
Making lucky, living lucky, to be blessed and glad! Rainbows even in the night.
Hawks can fly so high. Why have the bumblebees escaped mid-winter? Naked and blind, leave it all in the mailbox. Rub to warm.
What do you mean?
Anything I can.
What does it mean?
Anything it can,
It means anything it can.


Stare at one thing for one hour
Stare at one thing for one hour
Stare at one thing for one hour
Stare at yourself in the mirror for one hour.

Stare at one object for five minutes
Stare at five objects for one minute
Stare at nothing forever

Count all of the blue things in the room.
for Aurora with love, Christmas 2010

Learn to walk up the walls.

Count all of the leaves on 7,000 trees.

What is always at stake
Solstice, reincarnation then to be a sperm and then a man? Andishe? in the snow
We need to search your baggage for snow...yessir of course you do and of course you do. You will not allow us to completely heal. And always add insult.


Worm consumer confessing What allegiance may be to. When the darkness of the continent is at its worst...germination, the future does polarize the past, two looms together, feeding feline onto umbilical enclosure

Tribes of destruction, worshipping the burning monolith, electrical pylons running cords wires into submerged pagan genius. Muscular strength, agility, venom, camouflage,



Gelatinous vast area of intergalactic space surrounding the Milky Way...mucous, a prodigious number if eggs, in the canyon, bramble weeded, dry (xeric) the son was so-and-so and committed thus-and-such an act.

If ever all
Was not so temporary and done before it had began, an entire life even, upon the thinnest black ice-crystals, Pyramids, when the base was very broad and the apex imperfect. The ancients learned the ideal way to build a pyramid through trial and error; collapsed structures built in different ways attest to this. Breathe as you did when nineteen.



I am the wildman of your heart! Where am I? And if I do not know what I am called

How shall
We destroyThere is energy that is there between the two processes of giving birth to a question and producing  an answer, I am not trying to create anything other than what there is not.

Friday, December 10, 2010

10


she this time, not he
he told me I told him
bless those rebels and revolutionaries
and now he can do as he did when he is here
instead of whatever else may have happened
if that is still the case anyway when he is

she burns the borrow. how will you return it then?
American Indians, and the “industrial” ruins,
Much of what will happen or is happening has already happened.
All the evidence buried beneath thick layers of
skin and cloth, under dirt, all under eons. We wonder where this sorrow came from
where this nothing is from, returning
There is a great person buried there, and there.
living underneath the light of day
the twist of the datura flower, and the dignity of the cypress
what supplies did the natives provide you, swift globe,
first aspects of creation after Chaos, primitive and archaic
all that brown he's in makes him look a caveman, caveman
"Through time and exact definition things are converted into intellect."
& to transform thought into things?
hownow then
"... a species of liminal monster (...) whose combination of familiar and unfamiliar features or unfamiliar combination of familiar features provokes [me] into thought, provides [me] with new perspectives, one can be excited by them; the implications, suggestions and supporting values entwined with their literal use enable [me] to see the subject matter in a new way"

The first day we sought one another out.
Always to begin where beginnings occur
The boy who killed God. The boy who burned the man.
a neat beast, further on...a clean breast
the abysmal is in the north, pushing his nose into it the
holographic history of that which will not go away
Thick fur, thick furred for winter, to be warm, keep warm, stay warm,
wrap it in your fur
Rust publish brown into the battery, the fort and the palisade are all protecting
a good cleansing fire, return to the same place. Is it fresh and good? What will you do to make it so? Friction will cause a fire in the dry season.
Motherfuckers live and then the sonic-boom is dropped in the middle, as you run toward the boxcar tripping on
your shoelace. Afraid to fail but not worried about it. still holding to the side of the abyss, edge only barely indelible stigmata. the trembling of his finger as he groped Christ's wound, desperately feeling for faith, finding only bone. All the way is far enough. Bring me your money and I will burn it...
And your approach, in the dark, brought great joy. Like a bed made by Christ.
smile ringing bells a shooting star
announce your departure I wait a long time in the wind for another yours is the only one, the only one. I’m gonna’ come home. You of the rainbow chest, Please Destroy me, oh I am being.
The inner canyon is a part of the darker world. There is no rest for us
There is so much further to go. The only one amongst us who knows…
He with muscles as big as his voice, the strength of him
in that blizzard. Which is the cream of the milk, untasted. My appetites are unstopped, unstoppable, and there are those who do no more than drink milk in bland tea on a such a night, but he can gulp and devour night
to night, until wild, rock-strewn, staring, and all the flesh of top and center red.
Beneath & under the desire not to destroy is deep and humble care. (or is there, where she’s going now, to live for free in the fat of the land and the roaming breeze?)
(we know what Spring is) which interests us with both the inner and the outer. And all such colors as Spring is, plus…Flowers
like we say, And I feel that way.
I, dazzled the moment of the pleasure of carrying the end evenever further

An important Gnostic text, the Apocryphon of John, reports that the chief archon caused the flood because he desired to destroy the world he had made, but the First Thought informed Noah of the chief archon's plans, and Noah informed the remainder of humanity. Unlike the account of Genesis, not only are Noah's family saved, but many others also heed Noah's call. There is no ark in this account; instead Noah and the others hide in a "luminous cloud".




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Pleasure in the difficult, pleasure in the impossible, joy in the difficult

Sigil Face

zero void(edinger)
we should have done this for you,
but there is no solution set
I hope she will forgive,
no indian gaming, the anchor lost on the busy road. the lower ones battling for mind in the amateur cosmos
anything can happen
happen
until at last all the animals depart for the moon we are not merely a function of utility
being between, without our clothes, inscribed in the monolith upon us, of the obelisk. Why is the forest (of the obelisk) in parts?
They don’t move slowly, know nothing or subtlety or humility. any way to infinity, from the hill and the corpse and the deplorable. instead clean protest\plant your garden anywhere
Sons of ruin, defense against history, time molting
Shape-shifter, fearful or believable; is the material the message...?


 it had an occult meaning that could only be revealed by it's identification as a myth.
Back from the end of the earth & the american annihilation of consciousness.
I've got no memories,
the Western Lands never end & the Western Land never ends
howl of stray dogs, your dream's not a mystery to me now.
don't want to know, finger, we know, fever
“. In his written sketch “Play 17 of 1963”, thirty-four animals in a room (the representatives of wild, feminine nature, organic) disappear as soon as "West Man" enters and "East Man" is simultaneously projected on the wall.”

Freedom is what we all
want. What we all need, the most (& most of)
The freedom to want what we need,
it is whatever we do when we are doing whatever we do
not what we were told we need(needed) to do
but what deep need determines, doing what(ever) has to be done. 

Saturday, November 27, 2010

9

actual animals, carved along their joints. across the necessary divides of the American continent , Holes where
there were once walls.
Long work, multicolored artifacts
like a brief radiance glimpsed glanced on the far side of a door which we cannot go through.
He could orient himself but he could not arrive. What happened was near-perfect not-quite poor animal poor animal, why the fur so dry
Primitive pyramid (where muses dwell) party. Can you move around in there? and how!



The old-woman is high as a kite. It's in there if it's in there, he said. You should do it if you need to do it, she said. You'll fond the sequence transposing digital holograms. Insect microscopic, in the back pocket
Defend the future young man.
Young woman why did you get so cute what made you so beautiful?
A dedication to breaking all the laws of the universe.
Disrupt
Attack
Disappear
Don't wait for them to attack if they're going to attack. Andthey are already. Destroy the enemy, any enemy throughwith starvation.
vision of the Western Lands is characterized by silence. Create and defend a commune of affinity. Ritualized unigenesis, chant upon the red rug, it can't occur without blood.
Describing the entrance into, reaching it just after twilight post-blue only. Secret naked men on the back
Conceptual disease and sickness and death as performance and confrontation is too much for them in the afterblue night. More confusing still is all that will actually happen as it happens.   "devastating at first you drown in it our voices are muted as if we were talking through felt" flood hieroglyphics.
Woodsman, sneaker
Where went...upon my death, never speak my name again. Yon Speke...reverse ritual to go into the animal house

We must verbalize in order to see. And if it is verbalized to others it is seen. It is manifested in thoughtand conception, realized, made real. Real now through the saying, all words are invocation. Silence creates void, great void to be embraced. andso write, the words writ large, then the witness will read, will say, will think and thus form for you. Spell the spell.

Flat owls send me away, no vows gathered or who to witness such. Repeating preamble of whatever
could happen next
Should havebeen cubelocked, takes
The sheath from out the sword, forward

"God, bein' nothin' never began
from a
Swollen wet vagina dripping with tears and the mother's concern for the footprint of her son, or anythin' else except..."
an open invitation to the wind and other forces
For to work their freely spoken spells uninterrupted and unhindered. Thorns of the bramble barbs bared. Somewhere we have never been and covered in pollen.
"we are in the glory of not knowing what we are doing!" she doesn't know these are the feelings he gives us; love, wonder, laughter, heroism, fear, sorrow, anger, disgust, and...the pyramids change, after being set ablaze

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

8

Oh, it’s so old-fashioned, already.
In case you forgot. Who begat?
Young animals, ambient forest (of signs)
Concatenations
hand, mind, desires, intention,
Is to eat a pear obscene,
Is it obscene to eat a pear?
is she talking to me, to him because
time has stopped people from television in the dark of night but only in the last seconds of itself because
true natural, ancient of days is formed, born from
earth too…tremendous strength of lifting, holding stars
Where is the justice in my cold hands.
ofcost of cost
what are the sounds of a suffering man, or any animal
and day, Monday but not winter
. . . . . . . seven is when they become wild
try to imagine that, the golden tickets were counterfeit, can you believe it or not that person was probably starving, a Coyote with an endless appetite
slow-motion collapse of cellophane full of your very own breath. I saw the feather
She reminds me of Peace oh what Beauty!
can you believe it? one more
one more sheet of paper at a time
like one piece of paper each day, by the thickness of one sheet of paper each day.


disintegration cymbals, projection of structures and people, obliteration of expected presence, obliteration,
…incomplete and inconclusive journeys or acts of gradual disappearance.
Ancient aleotorically, the ritual of performing, without performing anything.
excellence of that hitherto
Any form perfectly realized is beautiful
so don’t doubt them when they say that they don’t know…
the perspective is gone from those alchemical drawings

Intimate solutions, attempted. Eternal punishment for how the structures change. Holy church of the void-grinder. internal strictures.
Restricted access but not to her dark cities quarantine Inside out inside our history
The splendor of architectural shadows in a nihilistic age. The dirt sings it's own song.
The girl who married the morning star, painted half red and half black. Waking with star flesh or moon flesh in their clenched fists.

Fossil finder as mud arrives in every room, dusted with fine white chalk
Why is there someone on that golden crown throne I thought they were only dumped about him. I didn't know it was true, what they said about you. Who was it that helped you?
Destroy (popular) culture
Rebuild warmth heat health death meat?
The devil is bad company crystal fists with you in the future imperfect I side inside outside," I said.
To her sadly, super wild horses. In the wind winter approaches wand long
In the silence the secret to hold. You were be-knighted and you were to bolden and broaden at the thresholds last hold. Hammer and teeth a red dog circling the skeleton? And in all the pleasure, what bends in the wind? She was a ghost when you left and now you've gone deaf blind mute. Into the night into the night I to the gray night. Dark grey
That no one can hear very clearly over the din of crumbling castles of salt and sweat. Sweat arches
Temple of paper temple of leather, temple of feathers, obscure abhorrence! Away withthee forever! At the edge of a sacred meadow the ghost belonged to her. Is essentially true in all it's statements...nothing has been...drawn from the imagination.
While he did slip the trap and enjoy am authentic taste of freedom. They, together, resolved to turn their backs on transitory pleasures and risk the more enduring liberation that escape did bring. They refused the endless static is contained release in favor of the apocalyptic.
He began to retrieve what had been cast into the dungeon by the architects. The New World/be one a work of art of the spirit, seed of power. New gods, old gods, faiths unknown had to be invoked in order to heal them.
Copper lode beneath the ground-surface; thick.