Saturday, November 17, 2012

Set aflame and consumed thereby for Gashound

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Set aflame and consumed thereby
If he is going to ask questions he must also listen I the answers
Accepting the condition of total visibility
World's greatest actor & liar
She's still trying to figure things out
"I know someone who can."
He has all the materials
He needs to put it together
Though she won't say exactly what
"This isn't even what I do anyway,
though I wish I had both forms."

Red birds, a pair, from two perspectives
Fingernails in the ashes
A migration, a distinct aim, accented,
One pressing the other again(st)
As though retaining. Despite being embedded, or subtly ejected beyond
Blue curve crossing a grey line, blue over into the gray
River cut slant-wise, diagonal, serpentine back-and-forth
Across the freeway

Experiences of the flesh, moments of the sonata, glimmering of the luminous field
We never catch sight of each other...
Movement is such that it would take extraordinary luck
A mass held, gyrating
On how many axis?

"I hear you have a lot of friends..."
Cause of the uncanny
The stone too heavy to lift
"What kinds of skeletons?"
buried together
(retreats to her bones)
He has an enormous tongue
So he licks her and licks her
His tongue is as tall as she

Pressing both horizons
Two hands, pressed together at the palms
closed off in the tight hold of an all-encompassing grip
Circular axis

Time is critical, ever-growing picture
Increasing polarization and contradictions, an ever-growing paradox
"Not much chance of that."
"You've been fighting it ever since."
Always a few inches longer
Than the father
Can't even remember.
"It's almost Winter
Put on the fat
Wrap it around, drape it over"

One more
One more
One more
"I am all alone."
Very much lost, all that can't be recollected
Felt and ball bearings on the
Flooded basement (floor), the iconic vista crumbles down, scree
Alas, realizing the loss
Returns nothing
Only endless echo, ringing
From horizon to horizon
Pressing both opposite walls

Ride into the Sun
It's hard to live in the light
"Whose sphere is the infinite
The mystery of the sublime
Of space and energy"
& biological force
"You've been fighting it ever since."

In tatters before
The infinite drunken dream
A flag fluttering
Where time ends
accuracy as to pierce one arrow, midair, with another
redirected flight
To express the loss of time
cold crystallography,
without a plan, none possible, all impossible
Rise out of and fall back into the sea

Hissing snake,
balancing on the tips of its forked tongue, outstretched
She suggests another, of two serpents a circle formed
An act of swallowing its material genesis
Down the throat deep

How high birds fly
In stochastic migration
"I've got no chance
Of losing this time..."
Fed the ghost sugar
Crude clay sugar bowl
Left by the door, over night, a week or more
Still an unidentified roaring passed the window
& unable to orient
Folded habitation
Should have sent this sooner, eavesdropping further she still doesn't quite catch anymore
"The question is what inspires the flight in the first place?"
Never laugh at anyone else's joke ever again

humming
Many many sad catastrophes
Say her name one-hundred times each day
and no wraith, only loving embrace
Is this dramatic or natural?
Romantic?
at home dreaming
Of bombings and kidnappings
The hurricane and the wildfire arrive anyway

Two soft voices, speak of imperfection
From the end of the long hall, in the rear of the museum
Dust blown
and so strewn
merely
Merely erodes, in the friction
Between solid matter and amorphous fluids

Silently, single-file, shadows long
High above the river
No one could dream harder, open the back, then a dance in four parts
Promising something else
Obviously revealed, let known, made known
Forgotten counter-history

Sound of an echoing pendulum
Stallion with cloven hooves
Ride into the night, ride into the night
Riding into the night
Ride on through the night
Galloping
Onward to victory in the void, to ascend, unbending
Over gold, over silver, over oil
Unvanquished stallion
Under the hollow earth, each direction upward
"Even the strongest must eventually bow"
(and the bow is what launches the arrow)

Saturday, August 25, 2012

There are Three Around the Fire

introduction:


not enough, never enough never be enough
out in the back, alone
an excuse and a stage. a throne,
Could be tucked ‘neath the wing, the last meal
of blood left there in the square
always just now awakening (I am naked before you as I have ever been.)

start:
There are three around the fire, a triangle, evenly spaced

She is looking into a hole
She has slowly been digging the hole
Two handfuls each day, until now
Or she found this very deep hole
she keeps looking into it
Reaching a hand into the hole
She is trying to find something there.
It is a form of divination

Reenacted the coagulation of stone birth
The ghost turned on that light (this memory recalled afterward)
Darker horse arrives

Very deep joke
Atone, atoning,
Forgiveness, forgiving,
Justice,

Bestiary of lizards, screech-owls, serpents, bats, speckled frogs & toads, lithe foxes, ragged dogs,
Holding high revel, Dionysian
Bacchanalian,
Blood red pleasure, dancing
Those who can
Sing
Glory
Rose and (lonely) Fennel blossoming

Some thing ought to be concealed as to be invisible) or done without
mysterious architecture, continuous world, nonetheless
Statues tumbled from their niches
Last light of day at the great exhibitions of the world
("how many times each day do these people walk up and down, up and down, this street?"
"she was always trying to fatten up her sister so that she might remain the thin one, the skinny sister.")
a blonde girl, hit with a rock
Swore she would never let them into her secret hideout ever again

Her obscure reference was missed by her mother, appreciated by distant stranger.
In the background of continuity

Giant creatures
Teeth of gold
Singing for her on one side
a bedlam of prayers
If deities are listening they are deafened by the noise
"And it was nothing of all this."
obscure regret?
curious panoramas?
nourishing obsession?
denser revisions?
complex charisma?
permanent depletion?
Dust (gray) upon scarlet (red)
Suddenly becoming more difficult to find
Worshipping lost electricity
"The answer in new religions, we must take care of each other. We can awaken at any time."
Drought and
earthquakes!
this area may become the new tropics, tropical jungles
Tropical virgin princess(es)
Move toward the lakes and rivers
Liberate the reservoirs
No more dams. All rivers blessed with freedom
("I am afraid for the women. Afraid for my friends, especially the women. Wayfaring and far from the well." - Goethe)
"He didn't trust me. I could tell. "
Circumstantial reality, "Where are the blueprints?"

Not holding
Together. rather
Giving everything away
"Attuned to the fate of the aura, she says, dreams are part of concrete experience, tangible and near."
No blue distance, witnessing the green ray


dust on blood
She walked through, carrying her clean white dress aloft
Shadowed spinal column,
Prehensile, remaining quiet

No record, at all, of our greatest achievements
Our Penultimate gift
The minds of the future generations
They never failed to amaze and entertain

for travel and mathematics,
both because and with (the wherewithal) without duration and with supreme duration
"How to build a UFO"
If one wanted to
Those schematics are long out-of-date


Eating poison to avoid cannibalism
(being cannibalized)
Brutal disintegration (and sleeplessness, always alarms, sirens) stabbing
It should come as no surprise
Decomposition, forensics
Dust at the Oceans bottom
Last breath of tradition, the owls' talons
Shattered moments, frenzy of multiplication, replication
nano, opaque shadows

Straining for air
Mother, "Why?"
Impossible totality (any and all impossibility)
"There are just some things you don't do..."

They are not fighting, bombs continue to reign down upon their heads despite in spite
Bizarre
Black pyramid stones, (savage) crystal skulls;
The storm grows stronger the farther it leaves paradise behind.

Friday, August 10, 2012

Lost Dogs (for Gashound)

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I.

boon of claws
for the guard
guardian of the basement
thoroughly cleaned, on hands and knees
swept, covered in white

“bring the horses in!”
across the bridge
then burn it”

(walking the miles back into the hills)
Stare now in amaze
Count slowly: one, two, three!
Raucously vital, incessant banter
Breast sweat (nipple)
"In Rome they could have teeth like that."
Also known as
Explorers without maps (nor goals) stalk the wilderness

Ancient well into sacred void
Granite ribs & groins
The interior covered with black and white checkerboard
Headed back toward his house, hours & hours
Continued speculating on his youth; negotiating an arc & arch.
We are particularly grateful.
Under the thunder
I don't want to lose you
Even for a  moment even in the night
Heavy muscle momentum 'neath the rose chandelier

It all began with the Greeks
Hope/Help is very far
Forget about it
They always considered themselves white
& the
Center of shadow and darkness is the place for the white woman
Not yellow

Mouth open, he was lying
(snake in the grass)
Hung by his arms
Above the fire
A clock chimes (then ticks) downstairs
Then outside, hours from dawn
Came stalking,
distract, divide, puzzle,
Turn them over, answerless
Repetitious superstitions
Threshold of paradox,
Climax within the spectrum or field

How had she come?
Through unturned earth
Magicked space, inadvertent motion
Pollen in the puddles
"Can I have my keys?"
"I didn't know how she could tell or what."

Dense earth
ForeShortening the distance with a cloud
Her eyes begin to smart and blur
Precision of the precession of the equinoxes
"Less than indulgent
But they take care of things"
"You know why the come here, right?
For the work."
then, following a track to descend
& visible landmarks
Only known before by hearsay
look at and see things without being entrapped by them

On his back &
He on the back
Of the horse &
Them running, the horse's legs
Until a light, a fire, something bright
& them out, ghost gone (skeletal specter)
She was worried, for him
& so she watched the other longer, him as a vessel for her concern
Using it to point to bigger circumstances
He said he would try to be more aware, apologized

He wanted
Her to keep laughing
She ended
Up
Crying naked in the rain
"wait until the other side
& then remain
Longer."
A whip and a flashlight are lightning

"In virtue of its pure change, the primordial flux of experience completely eludes orthodox logical interpretation."
"One sees the things in his work as one wills, but one has seen the work itself only when one has seen the things within it in as many ways as possible."

"Silence might be described as a paradox - amplification of subtle events..."

II.

Lost dogs
in a zealously dirty book called "Witchcraft"
peripheral phenomena, invisible, infinite,
The depth of a shadow
Breath on the window-pane,
polished metal
A room wound with silk
Yellow
He spoke without turning;

He was unskilled at all
Save manipulation and lying
Finding his own advantage at the expense of others
Even those one might care for, consider sacrosanct
So there was nothing to inherit
(predilection for standing up for himself, contrary

Eyes cut straight through by the bottom of the frame
Quiet of the bottom, didn't get there first, looked through without finding
Within a grove, in the agitation of a storm, can be accurately delineated from its picture in the water.
To ensure the swimmer's silent exit, back into the dark from which he first emerged

more recent
Straight leg, long arm
Frolicking from one vessel to another
Brick got caught
 Amid the violence, sounds of wild animals fighting
Too far away for anyone to witness
The Moon falling in dreams, our bed always awaits
Until what is reached, unknown now,
Hardcore present kingdom
(too much obsolete technology)

Converging in the silence
Converging over water (the still Ocean)
Two trajectories, two courses, two ways
Two paths
The proper ions, paper thin, atop
Expectations (she doesn't know why)
Doesn't look like you
His dreams are of a castle,
in the clouds
or at the peak
Of the high mountain

Then stillness again, with the great shadow flying closer
Over and done with finally...onward to Avalon (and beyond)
The seashell landmark, amid the roar.
Their voices able to be heard far off.
"What song is that she sings?"

Beyond or without?
"I didn't want to show him.
He wouldn't look upward enough anyway."
The ladder is placed in the North, then they can move upward.
She had been excited for it until its institutionalization
No benefit, only a rut of predictable disappointments
High drama, melancholic sublime
Some of them will have that
We will be able to
of the dead in slowly under the bridge drum
the breathing of an injured dog
Lake effect storm, horizontal lightning

We will return to Lone Peak
A vision that I am struck by lightning
A vision that I am struck by lightning
A vision that I am hit by lightning
Red blazing in the western sky
stepped closer to the door
Of course
She recognized the name, had played in a band together, with her, drinking milk
Smiling regardless
Running with his mouth open

The dogs hear her vomit and run toward the sound
The killer is ever greeted with a smile
Cutting across all lanes of traffic
The scarlet letter proudly displayed in the window, he desires to remain in a constant state of confusion
Sorrow
No one cares if or when
You were born
(a very sensitive sleeper$)
A man with a fatal gunshot wound, trying to wave to the crowd

Grinding your way through these long useless works

Read the green book
Protected to the death by beautiful young woman
"hungrier'n  Hell"
A canyon in the very back, furthest background
Away in the same situation.

Crashed in the trees, the window must be prepared, so the window repairers arrive, and leave, just before they do.
Carrying a great amount of water with them, all through the day.
Finally seen & known as warm by them...
I've found you, I'll go on with you.

Blackened with it, kissing the tips of her fingers
Light of the Sun
Broken in the turning spokes and oblique horse shadow
Shadows of the wheel, over the stones turning and turning
Germinal silence, long before the history of human's dreams
Sunlight glaring on blood (star falls)
Paper blown in the wind, then blown again
Far enough and all the roads end

Fair hope (providence or mercy?)
Her hair cascading over her thighs
You can ask anybody